2nd Sept 2017 –
Do you rely / depend on Jesus ? At all cost ?
Do you rely/ depend on your boyfriend ?
Which one do you choose ? And really focus on ?
The story of whats your inner side ?
Is it Jesus ?
Or is it your bf ?
Is Jesus your outer layer and your boyfriend is your inner layer or is it the other way around ?
Outer and Inner Layer Meaning:
– Inner layer as in ‘your hearts and souls inside are filled with that person or with something’
– outer layer is you wear that outfit, you are that brand but you are not saying what you say at the front because your heart belongs to somebody else / or to a thing’
Remember when you said you need your bf to help you with the garage pickup for the garage sale because you thought that you cant physically doing it alone ?
But then God help you by giving you the lift barang and making things easier for you ??
Its like somehow He’s saying ‘You forget that you can count on Me, that you can depend on me. Tho I’m not physically there but I can help you get through things. You just have to believe and depend on me at all cost.’
Then the lift barang door is open.
Which was very rare – but at that point in time God really marked me / got the occasion of ‘Hey Child. I’m here too. I can help you get through it.’
The time was right. The moment was right. I felt alone and physically cant lifted all the items for the garage sale but then He helped me.
A simple gesture of opening the lift barang door for me (which was random and rare) till the very end where the lift barang door was still open (somehow its like making sure that I’m done / finish with lifting up my stuff) even tho I’ve already pressed ‘closed’