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“Move.” – VanZ (23rd March 2016)

“Move.” – VanZ (23rd March 2016)

“When you want to move forward but everybody is holding your back.

You tell them, ‘Lets go!’ ‘Lets Do This! ‘ but they are just stuck in this world of cases. Of conspiracies.

I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I bought everything. I gave up everything, but turns out I’m finding my self in a world full of different people.

Different personalities.

And again, I found my self, empty. Edgy. Rigid.

And I’m Holding the pain.

I want to throw up.

I know that I was sure when I made the decision.

It was like a plan.
But it didn’t came through.
It never happened.

I am back to ground zero.
This feeling inside me its like a burning chest.
Burning me from the inside and out.
Crushing my souls
Crushing my spirits into pieces.

You tell me to go.
You tell me that you needed me.
But no,
You don’t.”

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