“Move.” – VanZ (23rd March 2016)
“When you want to move forward but everybody is holding your back.
You tell them, ‘Lets go!’ ‘Lets Do This! ‘ but they are just stuck in this world of cases. Of conspiracies.
I just don’t know what to do anymore.
I bought everything. I gave up everything, but turns out I’m finding my self in a world full of different people.
And again, I found my self, empty. Edgy. Rigid.
And I’m Holding the pain.
I want to throw up.
I know that I was sure when I made the decision.
It was like a plan.
But it didn’t came through.
It never happened.
I am back to ground zero.
This feeling inside me its like a burning chest.
Burning me from the inside and out.
Crushing my souls
Crushing my spirits into pieces.
You tell me to go.
You tell me that you needed me.
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