When I first saw you..
I see you
staring at me.
It’s like there is this magnetic field between us and I feel it.
You were smiling at me.
So I did it too.
Your eyes are like an eagle
Following every step
Every move that I make
It’s like you are watching me
And observing me.
That intensity in your eyes
I can see
That you liked me.
I don’t quite remember your name
When I first saw you.
Cuz you know
Me and names are not good friends.
I saw you standing there with your friends
Observing my every move
Like a hawk.
To its prey.
It was a bit scary at first
But I saw you there
And I see your eyes
And I know
There’s something there.
I’m having fun with my self
While you are staring at my eyes.
I didn’t notice of how intense it was
Until I asked your name.
It was awkward
But it was memorable.
Days goes by
Moments went by
I got to know you more.
And I still see that intensity in your eyes.
It’s never a dull moment with you.
There is always something that worth sharing with you.
It’s never been a dull moment with you.
There’s this attractions between us
When you took me into your imaginary world.
Into your world.
Theres this picture and realm that I can’t express nor explain.
But I feel theres fire burning inside you through your eyes when you are looking at me.
What is this feeling?
How can I express this feelings?
It’s like a forbidden love
Its like I like you but you are somehow living in my imagination.
You’re not real.
How can I express my self that now, its no longer you that into me
That eyes stopped looking at me
That i am the one who fall for your bait.
I like you.
I like your world.
I like you imagination.
But the past is still haunting me.
But the past is still there.
How can I let that go?
So I can move on to you?
I want to get closer to you
I want to get to know you better
I want us to keep talking and chatted
I want you to keep me safe from him
I want you to friend me every night when all the owls are rising from their sleeps.
I want you to be next to me and replace my old furniture of human being
I want you to be mine.
18th March 2016